息子の晴れ日

今夜は長男のコーラスの発表会だった。でも母ちゃんは仕事をどうしても休めなくって（それは来週また長男のＭｕｓｉｃａｌを見に行くために、仕事を休むから）、ダーリンに母代わり、そして日本語グループのメンバー達に応援を頼み、仕事にいった。

残念なことに、いつもはソロで歌うのに、「咳が出てるから」といって辞退したり、ニヤニヤして、全然やる気がなかったそうだ。前回は教授に、素晴らしい集中力といわれたのに・・・。

涙。

残念だ。やっぱり母ちゃんがいないと駄目なのかな？

明日の朝そんな彼を見たら、優しい言葉をかけてあげよう。うん。

I am so disappointed and sad. My oldest son had his chorus group performance tonight. I couldn't attend because of my job. I could have called out sick and be there for him but my work generously gave me day off next week for his musical performance, so I decided not to call out and worked. According to my BF, he refused to do solo due to his coughing problem (yeah, he had it LAST week) and his attitude was not good. I am sure he remembered about last show when him and his partner had the biggest applause for their singing and he was so excited. Now....he hardly wants to go to practice. He doesn't wanna do anything in particular. I am here.....getting lost. What to do? Should I keep pushing him or should I let him give up on everything? 

But first, I should give him hug and warm regards. I am sure he missed me as I missed him.....