Ｄｒｅｓｓ ｕｐ

次男の洋服の買い物に行くと、次男が「ああ、早く選んで、着替え室にいって、Ｄｒｅｓｓ　ｕｐするよ。ママは表で座って待っていてね。」と、超わくわく！

男の子なのにＤｒｅｓｓ　ｕｐが楽しいのかあ・・・。不思議な気分。

洋服を選ぶのにも、すっごい楽しそう。あんなにワクワクと洋服を買ってくれるなんて、普通の女ならうれしいんだろうけど、買い物苦手な私には、びっくりするばかり。

お父ちゃんと試着室（あ、この言葉だ。着替え室って・・・）が付きそって、着替える度に表に出てきてポーズをとってくれた息子はめちゃくちゃ愛おしかった。

この夏が次男とベタベタ一緒にいれる時間の最後だと思って学校をお休みして、がんばって彼と向き合おうと思ったけど、普段のそんな日常の事をＲｅｃｏｇｎｉｚｅしてあげるだけでもよかったのかもしれない。

もっと日常の細かい所を見てあげよう。うん。

We were going for shopping. I told my middle son that I am going to buy him clothing. He got so excited and told me "Mama, I am going to pick clothes, go to fitting room and do dress up. You could sit outside and wait for me, ok?"

Hmmmm!? I didn't expect him to be so excited about buying few shirts. I thought men are not into shopping just like I am (well, I am not interested because of financial reason!).

When we were picking up clothes, he was so attentive and wanted to participate with every moment. His eyes were bright and excited.

Papa helped him in dressing room as I and my daughter waited outside. He came outside and do his posing in front of me everytime he changed into new outfit. He was so adorable and I just couldn't stop smiling for him.

I decided to take 1 session off from my schooling to face to him since he is going to kindergarten all day from September which limits our time together.  I tried to do something special to face to him and let us feel we love each other but I realized I really didn't have to do anything special but to pay closer attention to regular activity such as buying t shirts. I should have known it's more important to recognize him in daily life.

The summer just started, I am not giving up on you. I am making sure you know mommy loves you and I will be there for you for ever. And this is for all of you, my children and my precious BF. I love you all!!!